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A retrospective on my journey so far…

  • Writer: Haruhi 'S Unleashed
    Haruhi 'S Unleashed
  • Nov 2, 2025
  • 12 min read

Updated: Jun 8

So — after this beautiful weekend celebrating the thinning of the veil between the living and the dead, here I am, packing for the road east.

First stop: Montréal.

 Then — the pyramids.

And because I’m about to step into new lands, I thought… why not gather some of my recent directory entries? They’ve become little fragments of this persona, this path, this experiment.

🗺️ A map of my current offerings. A window into how I approach sexuality and ritual. And also — a sweet throwback to the journey that led me here.



Participate. Obey. Indulge. My pet is ready to serve

Lately, I’ve been training a new pet.

She’s curious, obedient… and eager to assist in one of my upcoming research sessions.

Tomorrow, she joins me as I explore a new pleasure protocol.

She may even become part of the reward —

If your curiosity is piqued, introduce yourself and your desires properly. Write with clarity and manners.

Let’s see if you’re a fit for the next experiment.

Location: Vancouver

No calls. No last-minute requests.

 This is not a transaction. It’s a scene



New month, new intentions.

This weekend I’m offering 3 curated spaces for immersive guided experiences. These sessions are best suited for experimentalist with interest in exhibition and content creation 




⏰ Times:

Fri 12–18/ Sat 12–22/ Sun 12–18

When messaging, include:

• Age / gender / physique

• Interests &roles 

• Time frame

• What's your budget

Thoughtful messages stand out.

No calls. No offtopic/smalltalk

P.S.: Last month I tried a few ideas I’d been dreaming about, and honestly? It felt good to let my lifestyle shape how I work. Now I’m refining the system. The latest iteration is built around a few vivid scenes I’ve been fantasizing about. I don’t want to waste anyone’s time — especially mine. So if you’re curious, follow the steps and send a real message. Let’s see if we vibe.

Bonus if you’ve read any of my writing. ig: byskali


2025 07 28:

Dear Diary, the past few days have been a wave of alignment — we’ve met several ideal clients. Some haven’t even booked (yet), but we already know they get it. Because ideal clients have a certain way of speaking… and being.

I’m just so damn grateful I didn’t give up. People told me, “You won’t find your people on LeoList.” But here you are. People who value skill, depth, and smarts — not just this body (which is sexy AF, but not even my best asset).

Anyways...

Wisdom suggests that when you’re flowing, you ride the wave. So here I am, showing up again.

Are you my next ideal client?

Find out: read the “Letter to My Ideal Client” in my IG highlights → @byskali

P.S. My Cis friend is back in town and eager to do some 4hands massage fun. Book now!

P.S. 2 Since writing this, more magic’s happened. Yes, including sexy virtual fun with my ex (Mercury Rx, you wild thing). Have video AND CONSENT TO SHARE IT! would you be interested in buying the set? What platform should I use?



Serendipitying our way to the top

The auction was a good idea.

And M’s visit? The cherry on top of the little cake I baked for myself

No in-person visits today, but the virtual encounters keep rolling in…

And so does the content. I honestly need more hands — to shoot and to edit.

My production crew stayed down South, but the collaborations haven’t stopped.

Today, the gorgeous C.L. joined this wild tantric co-creation.

And all I can say is: Queen, I’m grateful for your existence.

Just imagining the scenes for the erotic short series we’re manifesting already gets me wet

Oh, and I’m thinking about going to the Fun House Kinky Circus Pride Closing Party.

Why?Why not? is reason enough.

And yeah, there are stories out there that advise caution about telling your plans to a bunch of anonymous men…

But we trust in Kali Ma and the protection she offers her humble servants.

P.S. I bought a few new toys today 

But there are still so many I want ...

Will a good boy appear, eager to make me happy with some naughty little gifts?



Do you follow me on IG , yet? @byskali

Dear diary,

Pride is around the corner and I’ve been trying on a few fantasias (as we call them in Brazil). Different looks, different moods… I wonder if the gentlemen here on Leo are into a good cosplay fantasy girl?

While I was preparing my afternoon snack yesterday (honeyed pear with gorgonzola, if you must know ), I had a delicious idea…

What if our date started in the kitchen? You bring the wine, I cook something special just for us — seafood, Peruvian, Italian, something cannábico if you’re feeling bold… And once you’ve tasted my love language in the form of food, we explore the rest of them… with hands, lips, skin.

I HAVEN’T gone to cooking school, but I’m certainly a PROFESSIONAL home cook.


Dear diary,

Have you ever tried tantric sex?

Not just the slow and sacred kind—but the kind that awakens you from the inside out?

Lately I’ve been feeling the call to share more of this magic… especially the art of edging—that delicious, prolonged state of almost reaching the peak, again and again… until your whole body hums.

So here’s my offering:

For the next few days, I’ll be offering a special discount on my signature lingam massage (usually $180). If you truly want to surrender to my lead but price is a concern, message me and we’ll work something out.

And if you’re feeling brave and playful, I’m also looking for a willing soul to be my guinea pig—I’ve been crafting a new massage technique and would love to test it on someone open-minded and curious. (Check the last pic or the link for a clue…)

Let’s explore the edge together.

With anticipation,

K



Dear Diary,

Next weekend (15th-17th)

Victory returns to Victoria. 🌊🪷

I’m heading to the island for a party, and I thought—why not take the opportunity to reintroduce my services to the lovely souls I met there?

I remember my last visit so fondly… especially you, the one who came to see me twice in that short weekend.

It could be interesting to meet again—now that I’ve deepened my practice and walk the tantric path with even more skill, presence, and intention.

If you’re curious to explore new depths—or just crave that familiar spark—we might just make new magic together.

With love,

V 💋

aka Kali 🕉️

P.S. This is an entry for the Dungeon Diaries ((ig: @onlyharuhi) — an intimate project where I share glimpses of my journey as a sensual healer, tantric practitioner, and lifestyle sWitch. Through these entries, I document my adventures, musings and evolving offerings. Whether you’re a longtime friend or just stumbled upon me in Leolist, you’re invited to join the unfolding journey…


Hello sweet and kinky souls following my adventures. . .

✨ To kill some time, pamper my skin ‍, and feed my playful side , I wandered into a sauna on a certain well-known rainbow street …

 Following my intuition was chef’s kiss  — I rented a cozy little room , snapped some spicy selfies , and had way too much fun teasing a regular in my twin room . (Sneak peek on IG: @byskali ).

 I’ll be here a couple more hours… If you want to make some magic  together, now’s your moment.

PS: Still booking for tomorrow! reserve your time — I’m off to the island  early Friday, and who knows when I’ll be back

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Dive deep in my magic byskali (IG)

This entry is so deliciously detailed that I had to split it in two—I guess Leolist can only handle so much spice...

Dear diary, the day before yesterday:

I woke up, did my affirmations, and gave myself some juicy love — first with my hands, then with my toys.

Afterwards, I followed my Ayurveda habits: brushing my teeth, drinking apple cider vinegar, then a glass of water.

I practiced single-nostril breathing, then started cleaning my room while connecting with the energy of Lord Shiva through a new song.

I danced for a while, and then felt the call to purge.

I took my Tepi and applied a heavy dose of Murici Rapé while listening to the Shiv Tandav Strotam and Kalika songs. I prayed for Lord Shiva to enter me and clear out all the machirulo residues still lingering inside. I asked every toxic energy I might have picked up on tuesday to leave my body.

I pushed my limits with breathwork, cried deeply, and reminded myself why I don’t do deep kissing or other unsafe practices...

Dive deep in my magic byskali (IG)

This entry is so deliciously detailed that I had to split it in two—I guess Leolist can only handle so much spice...

...When the purge ended, Kali Ma held me — cradled me. And in my recovery, Jeffrey (blessed be Mindvalley) guided me through a growth meditation.

Feeling renewed, I continued cleaning my room. Then, while pausing to check social media, inspiration struck: I wanted to show a little more of who I am.

I posted three IG stories — a rough but complete picture of me:

A demanding Sex Symbol,

a Philosophy Queen,

and a fucking Clown .

It felt important to share this because you might fall for me — and never return from that fall.

If that happens… I won’t be taking complaints.

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I’ll be available all afternoon and evening today—perfect time to indulge before everything changes.

Why? Because I’m about to rework my entire menu, with full-service rates increasing as I shift my focus toward virtual services, streaming, and custom videos.

Last chance 2 lock old rates


Do you follow me on IG, yet? @byskali

Dear Diary…

After some very eventful weeks, I’ve found myself diving back into HypnoTube.

Wow. The ideas these videos sparked… let’s just say my creative juices are flowing. Some of those scenes? They’re still dancing in my head, whispering make me real.

But while I’m still setting up my streaming gear (yes, that’s coming ), today I felt like going full old-school whoR3  mode. No cameras, no filters—just raw, decadent pleasure.

 Special Treat: Today only, I’m offering BJ’s for $100.

And I’m taking my sister’s advice to heart:

“Suck each piroca  like it’s the last one you’ll ever taste.”

So… what are you waiting for? Slide into my inbox, book your place, and let’s make this fantasy flesh

P.S. I may be wild but my Bargain ≠ license to be a fool.

Respect me or ...


 Dear Diary,

A new time is coming. The last rays of summer feel like a doorway—one season closing, another one opening. These past few days I’ve been deeply immersed in editing the texts of my blog, preparing them for their next life as a physical publication.

It’s wild to think that I began this writing journey two years ago, almost like whispering to myself in the dark. Now, as I step closer to printing, and at the same time prepare to enter a new audio-visual era, I feel a mix of nerves, joy, and anticipation.

Change is in the air. Change is in me.

“Cambia, todo cambia…” says the song.

And so, as everything transforms, it’s only natural that I, too, change.

Anyways… today brought me back to the body. I had a beautiful massage session booked at the incall, and it left me so charged with delicious, flowing energy that I’ve decided to stay a while longer.

So if any of you feel called to visit, this is the perfect chance to help me build even more sexual, creative energy


Here we are, another Full Moon passing by!

Moonlit Saturn's day 🪐

Dear diary, tonight I’m going out dancing, dancing, dancing… letting the rhythm move through me.

But I’ll be close to the incall, just in case any moon-inspired desire stirs someone up and needs a little release through my skilled hands .

You know what I mean…

P.S. Under tonight’s moon, this talisman guards against bad vibes and opens the way for only the juiciest encounters

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Luna calls,

desire flows,

respect open

pleasure grows.

Dear Diary,

Today is a special one—I’m getting ready for a show later in the evening where I’ll be performing, and the anticipation already has my body humming with excitement.  Before stepping on stage, I’d love to build up some delicious tantric energy this afternoon. Imagine me carrying that vibrant charge into the night, glowing with every movement…

Any volunteers who’d like to help me weave this spell?


Do you follow me on Ig , yet? byskali

Since coming back to Vancouver I’ve been leveling up my massage skills . Been training with a pro masseuse and now feel ready to offer a proper tension release massage ($135) with a sweet, relaxing finish .

This is different from my usual lingam massage—a full body, sensual & tantric journey that builds waves of pleasure before focusing on your  and keeping you right at the edge.

 Special October promo: the lingam massage ($180) now comes with a free add-on—your choice of a BJ or prostate massage.

FAQ’s:

• Touching allowed? Yes, I enjoy loving caresses, but the focus is on your experience.

• Restrictions? I don’t engage in highly unsafe practices.

Book now and let me show you how good upgraded skills feel.

p.s: the ig (@byskali) has a new reel with my september adventures, go give it sone love



Hey there, dear diary (and new readers)

I’m a two-spirit tantric coach, usually known in the Shemale section as Skali or Haruhi’s Victory. But lately I’ve been feeling more masc than femme, so it only made sense to also step into this corner of the directory and say hello.

I’m naturally androgynous—handsome, versatile, able to shift with ease between masc and femme. With clothes and makeup I can play at both ends of the spectrum, but truth be told: my looks aren’t my strongest quality. My real gifts are my skills, my mind, and the energy I bring into every encounter.

I can be deeply chill and grounding, or witty, funny, and full of spark. I’m great company, and I love creating spaces where you feel both excited and safe.

I offer tantric massage, full service, and something special I call sx therapy—a unique mix of connection, listening, and touch that leaves you renewed.

P.S. My ideal in life? To be like Julius Caesar: the man to all women, and the woman to all men. 


Hey there, sweet ones,

Tonight I’ll be staying up late, diving into some readings about cute accelerationism for a study circle I recently joined. Have you heard about it? It’s fascinating… and a bit dizzying, honestly.

But in a world that keeps spinning faster and faster, maybe the real rebellion is to simply slow down—be soft, be pretty, be present.

If that sounds like your kind of vibe, come keep me company. We can share a thoughtful conversation or let words melt into touch during a relaxing sensual massage. Sounds tempting? of course it does. Text me 

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Dear Diary,

This past Saturday was truly one for the books! I had the pleasure of meeting a charming Scottish gentleman who joined me on the dance floor. We shared a drink, dance at very delightful and energetic EDM, we enjoyed our time together, and he was incredibly kind and respectful, even when we got to the bussiness 😈. After our encounter, I even invited him to an after-party where we mingled, listened to great music, and connected with wonderful people. It was such a delightful night!

This Saturday, I’m planning to do it all over again. But tonight, I’m welcoming guests at the incall, ready to offer soothing massages and maybe a little more, depending on the vibe. If you’re looking for an unforgettable experience, I’d love to see you!


I’m a bit busy right now — serving as a pole kitten at a spicy trans show tonight

The vibe is hot, wild, and full of beautiful energy.

If you’re the kind who doesn’t mind a public adventure and can handle a little chaos, I might let you in on the details.

But if you prefer something more private and quiet, patience is key… I’ll be free after midnight.



Hey there sweeties!

🎃 If you’re thinking about visiting me today, here’s the deal:

💋 I’ll be hosting at the incall until 6:30 PM.

After that, if you’d like to meet, you’ll need a car —I’m heading to a special Halloween party I’ve been looking forward to all week!

Since I’m also saving for my upcoming trips, I decided to open a few mobile meet-ups tonight. It’s not something I usually do (I’m a creature of ritual, after all), but they say Halloween is the perfect night to let your wild side out.

See you later, lovers —let’s make this night one to remember.

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Did you read eveything?

Or you just skimmed until the end?


Be it as it may: I'm curious very curious...

about you

and your interest in me...


As a reward:

you can find the link to my telegram in the captions of the Cute ACC manifesto image

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start your message by addressing me as : "your cuteness" 😜😜


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